Friday, July 28, 2006
hehe.. 2nd post of e day~ went tuition juz nw. learnt abt lights. after tt gt a tok wif tutor. duno y suddenly wil say dao tt topic. he was askin us whr we wan go after graduate all tis. den i tink sj told him she feel lyk slpin all tis. den he say she's runnin away frm stress. den i told him i would choose nt to do anythin. den told him recently i reali gt mood swings. duno y. hais.. den he say cos of stress. he say in psychology, thr r 3 types wen come to handle stress. --> fight, flight n fright. he say i'm fight n fright. juz down thr dun feel lyk doin anythin n nt doin it. told him b4 tt i gt tink of givin up. c all my grades reali dampen my mood to continue study. hais.. luckily dd thr to encourage mi carry on. aso gt mrs lim. she seems nv to gif up on mi. he say normally tis ppl end up in depression. oh man!! depression leis.. cn u imagine in e yrs or months to come, i suffer depression? oh no!!! i wun wan tt. ytd i aso mood swing. den ke lian dd.. i gave him attitude. luckily he nv blame mi. if i tink other guys, we would haf quarrel or even broke off long ago. hmm.. dd even cn let mi scold him. tio sot huh? lols.. bt i reali fortunate to haf dd wif mi. xD i tried to keep to my promise to continue study. bt deep in my heart reali veri 'men' i duno y. wen tutor tel mi all tis tt tym, i reali feel lyk cryin. bt i din. cos gt ppl thr. dun wan let ppl c my weak side you mei you? wen i tel sl abt it, i aso gt e urge wan cry out. bt of cos i din~ wan let ppl noe actually i strong de k. hmm.. tmr mit dd again. muahaha.. actually everyday gt mit la. bt den find 1 day fer ourself ma. hehe.. cn c him wo jiu hen kai xin le. no matter wat troubles i haf, it seems to disappear suddenly..
juz nw after tuition went watch 'the lake house'. infront was so sian!! den after tt it's so sweet~ in e end e guy din die~ bt watch liao alot loopholes norhx. haha.. bt in e end was a gd endin jiu hao. both of tem happily livin tgt. some more so sweet!! haha..
foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Friday, July 28, 2006;
